I tried to be silent…
And still in a peaceful condition
I closed my eyes, and dreamed
Oh, how beautiful life will be…
If I can control every situation
If I can have what I hoped and desired…
All my dreams…
Oh
They all failed
And that’s all because of…
No, I wont and cant blame anybody
Except me..
Myself
i..
oh, how dreadful I am!
This is what makes me think that…
LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A TRASH
That loved to destroy both me and my dreams
Killed every single breathe I have
Suddenly..
as this thought plays in my mind..
i realized that i am sitting down in darkness
along with the misery, pain, and sorrow..
yes, i am blind..
i can see nothing..
and will never see anything..
if i stayed where i am right now..
Its true that in a darkness..
even my own shadow left me...
that is why I need God's Divine Light
to enlighten me..
not my condition...
but my perspective...
to open my eyes..
so i will see, the way He sees..
That is why now I utter a new prayer...
with the new desire to see the light...
GOD! Don’t leave me…
Never never let me go, Lord
Who am I without You?
NOTHING
A small dust that has no value
Please forgive me Lord
Give me a second chance..
Don’t take your spirit out from me
Holy Spirit, You must know how much I love and need You
I give my whole life to tell the world about Your Glory
Use me, shape me Lord
To be the one that You want
As long as You are still with me,
I promise I will bear anything that is necessary…
But don’t leave me, that’s all..
I love Your laws and promises
Both of them are as sweet as honey in my heart….
Am I boasting?
Oh Lord, I really need You
This world is like a terrible hell for me
And I can arrive until this day is just because of Your Hand and Protection
And Your Favor
Which I am craving so much…
Lord, if You left me, I’d better die..
Who else do I have in this world except You?
I fought in a battle with no one helped me
Except You…
God, please, never lose attention on my life
Don’t feel disgusted with my life..
I’m not perfect Lord
I’m a sinner
Please have mercy on me
Don’t judge me yet…
Please give me chances
Please have mercy
Oh God
I’m dead already without Your Mercy and Favor..
GOD, DON’T LEAVE ME
I believe I am not talking to an imaginary friend now, nor I myself am imaginary
But I am talking to the creator of the world and the whole universe
I am talking to my own Creator
And I am… His creation, kneeling down humbly before His throne, giving praises and thanks to Him
Let me see, Lord..
Bring me back to the beginning,...
to the Light You created...
open my eyes, so I will see..
give me new perspective...
that I will understand...
Great is Your faithfulness o God my Father…
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